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Lucy
03:50
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Live at Sun Tiki
Thank you so much Carver for recording this
thank you so much Ian for letting us use your gear, as always,
and thank you chris a million for booking us for shows!!!
so grateful for all of you
OH and thank you BROOKE for making those killer shirts
lyrics
lyrics
Since I woke up that morning in South Paris
I have felt different from myself
& I'm sad.
There's a droning negative narrative
& I dont wanna hear it, I don't wanna hear it
but she talks to me
she talks to me
And Lucy's in the corner table
goin on about something with dragons on it she was looking for it
& I am tryna move to a southern state
but my shit foundation is getting in the way
And Lucy going on again Lucy's going on again
Somethin about, well she was looking for it in the morning
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Fire/Fist
02:09
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3. |
Filling My Double Spine
05:00
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Jesus was a sheep
he was a woman was blood running
through my body like water
& chickens get a taste of my meat now, yeah,
chickens get a taste of my meat now.
My old man coyote takes a cowgirl
in his coffee and she looks just like a dead cunt
and i am struck quiet by it -
i am left with her rape sunglasses
oh, virginia opossum,
i see you playin dead with your compassion again
oh, i see her watching
i dont know how she can stand to watch this happen to me
and she's gone now, i think i wanna be gone
i wanna be gone too
Tooday i was feeling a certain way
i'm down by the river filling up my double spine
today i was feeling a certain way
i'm down by the river filling up my double spine
oh, so it's beer in the morning for breakfast again
well i really hate this, man
& time runs out faster than i can
smoke myself out of myself
ran into myself in the dog house
and she's gone now i think i wanna be gone
i wanna be gone too
today i was feeling a certain way
i'm down by the river filling up my double spine
today i was feeling a certian way
i'm down by the river filling up my double spine.
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BestRentNJ
03:02
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20
04:12
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I've got a skunk on my shoulder
turned 20 this year but i feel like i'm getting somewhere
now i see god most every morning.
& her strings are pulling me up
and tho they crack me up
most of the time they just tear me apart
the damn dog just laughs at me, she's a dead dog,
she knows just what is going on
i am filthy with feelings
my sun casts his own shadows but still peels my skin off and
sometimes i live inside my own insides
and i digest my anger
i feel reckoned with, and run over, run over
but i don't feel better than this?
i'm rocking on my front porch and my television's always going
and the day runs itself out again
just like the one before tHAT one, and the one before THAT one!
and i looked again at the sun
he looked just like a swan, or a ghost hanging above my own shape
Amelia's in a painting - Amelia's in the basement
oh, blue,
won't you make it south?
your art fills up the room with a quiet sound - she says
"i hate that painting
it's off-center & unfinished & depressing & it's goddamn ugly!"
well i disagree, in fact it's my most favorite piece
the hand of god sets my mind right-kind
and i see light in august, I see light
I've seen people do good without being kind.
Well may the rain weep your name Emily Dickinson.
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Son of David
04:39
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Now that I have found you I can finally focus on myself
I am visited by the ghost who follows you around and
you have never heard her but i hear her rave
every day
and at this point i'm unsure if she even sees me
what i move inside myself is sharpened by my own teeth
and it rips me open to anybody who doesn't mind the smell of a skunk
(that's what i said, thats what i said when)
i was sitting at the South Station Diner
with the Son of David
when he asked the waitress for some vinegar
i caught her smiling at me.
they say you look so grounded, but i know what you are
you're a cloud caught on fire
the tide that returns to my center
you're the cowboy cream in my midnight coffee
I've known you for so long
I've loved you for longer than that
Think that I saw you in a past life
& I think that I saw you in the one before that
and ive got more time than i want, ive got more time than i need
I think everything's gonna be ok, i think everything's gonna be
When i saw the green light in you, oh i knew
a part of me was a part of you
and i hope you never love anything as much as i love everything
you're the patches that ive been missing
coyote's tender heart is wrapped in a wet blanket
I'm running through his ranch, im so damn grateful and
i'm naked
and you radiate something i want to soak in
you radiate something i want to sulk
and you radiate something i want to soak in
and you radiate
something i want
something i want
That was about the time the bottom of my feet started to sweat
I saw the green orb in the corner of the room
and i saw it go through my chest and
i turned to you, and i heard it said
"the ouroboros up to his neck,
coyote's caught his tail & he found his heart on it"
Ive known you for so long
Ive loved you for longer than that
think that i saw you in a past life
and i think that i saw you in the one before that
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Bad Dog
05:10
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When i get back to the southwest, i know that
my sadness will be left in the north-eastern winters!
When i get back to the southwest, ill learn how
bad dogs have good days
good dogs just whimper
The south did me some DIRTY DEEDS
took of my boots to wash my feet
i boiled him with sugar beets
oh God, why did you have to leave me?
i said, "Oh mister Satan, won't you clean me of my feelings?
I'm so goddamned dirty &
I carry it all with me
fill my body up with chlorine, toss it in the kitchen sink
I have hurt the one I love
I am hurting everyone."
He said, "I ain't got no washtub for your sins
but i could waterboard you in
rattlesnake venom"
At the ranch in West Virginia
there is something in the kitchen
banging pots at 330 in the morning
and it asks me how i am!
i say, "I am fine, sometimes"
sometimes...
The wind sounds just like people do,
I wonder if we're passing through
Caught in a wind of missing you,
its pushing me from something new
I said "oh Mother Mary,
won't you have some mercy on me?
I'm a worthless sinner
& I carry it all with me,
but in my heart i know that you gave birth to a daughter."
I ain't got no washtub for your sins
but I could waterboard you in
rattlesnake venom
credits
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